Ben: Diary of a Heroin Addict

Ben Rogers was a bright schoolboy from a loving, middle class family. He played in the orchestra, loved cricket and enjoyed the annual family holiday. But his future promise was halted when he started taking drugs in his teens. Early drinking led to cannabis, harder drugs, and then the revelation to his family, at the age of 21, that he was addicted to heroin. Over the next 13 years Ben and his family battled with his addiction, going through detox, rehab and attempts at 'cold turkey', but his health gradually declined. Whilst attempting another detox aged 34, he died from a brain haemorrhage. But during the last two years of his life, Ben filmed an unflinching video diary showing his final desperate attempts to come off heroin. It's a portrayal of his descent; intimate, raw, and at times difficult to watch, he talks to his glove puppet as he injects into a vein in his groin.

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Gift

Gift

1993

Bird

Bird

1988

Wasted

Wasted

2002

Bad Lieutenant

Bad Lieutenant

1992

Blood on Her Name

Blood on Her Name

2020

I Can Quit Whenever I Want 3: Ad Honorem

I Can Quit Whenever I Want 3: Ad Honorem

2017

Coffy

Coffy

1973

Shifty

Shifty

2008

Permanent Midnight

Permanent Midnight

1998

Year of the Dragon

Year of the Dragon

1985

Flatfoot in Hong Kong

Flatfoot in Hong Kong

1975

Summer Heat

Summer Heat

2008

Rush

Rush

1991

Nil by Mouth

Nil by Mouth

1997

The Diplomatic Corpse

The Diplomatic Corpse

1958

Pure

Pure

2002

Broken

Broken

2007

Liquid Sky

Liquid Sky

1982

The Pace That Kills

The Pace That Kills

1935

Out of the Blue

Out of the Blue

1981